Being with Naza and loving her forever and for everything doesn't stop me from catching feelings for another chic, a feeling most guys can relate to and which was evident in my affair with Chinemelum and Chidimma my faculty girl. Girls I could stay without fucking and still love. I think I know why I have been totally unable to get over Naza. She was the type of girl most guys like me could only admire from afar and wish we had the money to run after. I was only lucky because I started out early with her before the world around opened her eyes to the things she had. Why she is still stuck with me is what I don't have the slightest idea of and it's not like I don't have the fear of losing her. The day she walks out of my life is the day I may decide to jump off our balcony but I don't think she knows that. I prefer her frustrating me to her leaving me.
So I can't actually deny that I am an asshole. A cute, proper asshole and dick head maybe, when it comes to love. In as much as all it takes is a big boob and proper booty for me to fall in love with any girl, it takes me absolutely nothing to fall out of love with the same girl, big booty and boob not withstanding. I have had so many cases of it and I am guessing Naza knows that. She even told me once.
"You eh, when you finish running after those assess and boobs, you will still crawl back to me."
She was right cos I was already going to sleep with the thought of her and waking up with the thought of getting a new chic but in the end, I just go to bed with the thought of her. We were built like that. Just that you can never rid yourself of your DNA. Unfortunately, mine is engraved with running after any skirt wearing thing.
I had sent her back to school with a duffel bag of kisses and hugs. Her exams were starting and she was wanting to be going from my house to her school for her exams. I totally rejected the idea. If My life is going to get ruined by girls, I believe that girl to be Naza. I wouldn't like any other girl to do that when I have her. I don't even think she would allow any other girl ruin it when she's there. It's her exclusive right.
"I have two exams on Monday and another three for the rest of the week. Neche they want to kill your baby here o," she had said as we were talking on the phone on a Saturday night.
"Baby m don't let them succeed. Is there a way I could help you in reading your books?" I asked.
"No, don't worry sugar, I can manage. Just try and read your own first."
We laughed and said so many other sweet things to each other. I made her realize that if it wasn't her, then I won't marry. She loved the sound of it.
"So if a rich, cute guy with fluffy beards that doesn't cheat comes to marry me, I should tell him that I am engaged to you already?" she asked.
"Yes of course. Why not?"
"And you are sure you won't break my heart or leave me?"
"I thought you said that I have broken everything in your heart? That there's nothing left to break?" I asked with a smile on my face.
"Be serious. Should I wait for you?" she asked.
"Yes baby. It's you or nobody else."
"No, I don't believe you. I don't trust you," she said, killing the anxiety in her voice.
"What do I do to make you trust me?"
"Make a blood Covenant," she said and my eyes widened.
"Baby I have aids," I said and she laughed. Then mtn warned me. I fvcked the consequences and continued the call. It's not every time that Naza is in a good mood on the phone. We talked on and on until what was left of my airtime finished, then the call ended abruptly without a goodbye.
Naza called back minutes later.
"Baby," she said as I picked. I answered softly, more like a moan.
"Kiss us Goodnight," she said. I can't waste time with that. I blew her the longest kiss I had ever given anybody. She blew me back, twice. One from her and the other from the baby.
"Baby Goodnight and sweet dreams," I said.
"You too. I love you," she said and waited for her reply.
"I love you too."
"And Neche, send me back this airtime I used to call you tomorrow," she said and cut the phone. I smiled and then turned to shape on the bed.
"See, our love is still burning," I said to her. She hissed and cuddled closer to me, baring her cleavage above the blankets. I eyed them, those balloons of hers that I have been salivating after all those while.
"How can only you carry all these things? Where did you get them from?" I asked, massaging her jugs. She giggled and bit her lips in a light moan. Then I went into her again, starting with my teeth on her tit.
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